Positively Phoebe

So, the past few days have been a whirlwind of emotions (or "chemotions" as Lacey called them), information, struggle and for me - a lot of confusion about where to fit in, how to be the most useful, and what exactly I am feeling in my role as a recent cancer survivor, close friend to Lacey, and huge Spencer fan.  The conversations I've had with some of my own caregiver team (Ryan and my mum) have at least somewhat helped me to sort out what is going on in my own head and heart. Because I spent a lot of time, between getting the news Friday and going to brunch on Sunday, working on Team Spencer designs for the Cafe Press shop I set up to help raise money for Spencer, Ryan was getting sort of concerned that I was obsessing over the designs and making myself more upset.  Through some tears and a lot of thinking and explaining, I managed to not only get him to understand, but also understand myself, what I felt like I was accomplishing with the creation of these designs....

I know I posted that I made a shop on Cafe Press.  Well, I wasn't the only one who ordered something... Mum & "Knitting" Dad So Cute!!!  Xxo, Phoebe

Back in January, my tattooed dad's friend, Jim, created a design for me to make into an "I Beat Cancer" t-shirt.  ( Remember? )  There was some discussion about selling them, and he made two other designs as well.  Today, I FINALLY got around to creating a Cafe Press shop to do just that.  Shirts.  Cups.  Tote Bags.  Stickers.  Even underpants!!  All three of his designs, plus a special "Positively Phoebe" logo design are available here: http://www.cafepress.com/positivelyphoebe These are the designs: For the Survivors For the Supporters For the Haters For Whomever If anyone wants any of these designs available in a different color, I am sure I can sort out making that possible.  I will hopefully keep adding designs to the shop as well...  you know I like making stuff.  And as with everything, the little bit of markup I make on any sales is already set up to be deposited directly into my medical b...